Tuesday, 24 December 2013

The world as I see it

I read other posts on this theme, because I don't really understand what to write. MY world is immense.  And I don't know how to talk about it in one post. Even if only the main things - they won't go in. So I'll talk about my opinion on things, that my classmates already talked about. 
I don't think, that the age of person plays a big role in the way he sees the world. You can be 30/40, but not cleverer than the men in his twenties. As I see - you should count from his experience, because the time is nothing compared to things, that we live through.
I was born in Moscow and the first language that I learned was russian. But my family is armenian, they moved to Russia after the collapse of USSR. So that is my biggest complex. That I don't really have a motherland. When I am in Erevan - everybody speaks with me in russian (even that I know armenian) and all in a all call me a russian person. But in Moscow I'm armenian for everybody. So I am not a part of something. Of something big, huge, enormous. And I never understand poems about motherland of such a great poets as Yesenin, Bloc and etc.
The other thing - is education. I always liked literature and math. And could never diced which one I like more, which is more "mine", you know? But then I realized, that in our world (and especially in our country) money is one of the most important things. And I am not confident in thinking, that the profession of journalist will help me to have them. So the choice is obvious. 
The most important things in my life are books and music. I can't say, that I'm good at it, because I read/listen only things, that I like and can't force myself to do something, that I don't. But in books, in music I can find myself. It is like a small world in my head in which I can return when everything in the other one, the big one, is making me sick. 
I think person's world is a list of things, that he likes, that he feels, that he does everyday. All this little things accumulates in something uniform and we call it "our world".

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